ATXZJ... I don't need to poll anything. On two recent posts that got deleted because of your whining both had thumbs up "likes" from people you are fine with, and many of my threads are read by other. That's good enough for me.
What you can't seem to grasp is that I'm not here to be in a competition with anyone. I'm here to participate in a local mountain biking community. And I've pretty much done that even though you have for well over a year or two been trying your hardest to rally support to get me thrown off this forum. And I don't hold this against you as I have some understanding of what drives you to do/say what you do. And it really has little to do with any bike projects that I say I'm working on.
As for your straw man regarding "... all your posts asking for advice on upgrades that you never had any intention of doing, just to get attention, then arguing with the very same people trying to help you. That's trolling...", I'll leave you to it as it seems it's just impossible for you to see the extent of your exaggeration/dishonesty... And honestly... I have no reason to try and justify my slllllooooowwww approach to upgrading my old mountain bike. I'm perfectly happy with it. It's you who seems to be highly bothered by it. Which means it's your problem, not mine.
And asking people about their various experiences with various upgrades seems to be a perfectly reasonable aspect of the central topic of this website. And I can't say that I argue with people about their experience with the upgrades they've done. But I will certainly counter someone telling me to throw my bike away a buy a new one because the upgrade isn't worth it... Which I believe you've done on more than one occasion.
Finally... About "...self-discovery..."...
It's a daily experience for me... Every day I endeavor to learn something new. And in learning something new, you learn something new about yourself.
Now...
Again...
If you don't like me (which would be immature silly as you've never, to my knowledge, met me) just have nothing to do with me... As others have advised you to do.